March 18th, 2018

you say
this is the day the lord has made
let us be glad and rejoice
but my heart feels heavy
and my mind despairs
so really Lord can u lead me to where
I can be beyond worries and cares
past the dark night of the soul
and just trust that all is well
even when I don’t know


yes it’s up to me to turn to you
for we always have free will in what we do
and there’s no place in life for victim hood
when I wish to see what’s good


lord. what if I turn it all over to you
and let the all pieces fall as they will
can we be so intertwined in life
you could lift me to your infinite light


lord, can I just let go and trust in you
to take over and control what’s right
so I can once again rejoice and be glad
or is this a bargain and not a prayer I contrived


so lord, please bring me back to your grace
and release all judgement of the human race
because it’s hard to be your servant here
and to rejoice in your love and not have fear


for the promise of Spring does call
and the birds sing a song that enthralls
and I sense hope for our rebirth
and for joy to come for one and all