when I look back on my life
I’m not sure how I survived so many impossible waves to ride there in the dreams of this secretlife I hide but somehow I have come to find that there is some purpose my soul provides that motivates me to keep on trying to express in words what’s found inside part of me longs just to be burning with Gods flame eternally or maybe to just strain hard to see how to understand what this life really means and there are these moments of hope and each day such gratitude but I often wonder how to find a clue in these maze of smoke and mirrors how to just see God presence in me and you
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I didn’t dare ask you
or could I allow all of me to seen I wished to only to put on display the very best of me yes I was unsure that you could love all the not so pretty stuff the heart that could not forget the pain of life and broken trusts so little by little I would test and see if you could accept that I was really not the best just human like all the rest and in time I came to find you already knew what was deep inside and loved it all and didn’t mind what I tried so hard to hide so Lord I have to thank you for so patiently teaching me that I could love myself and others and that you give your love unconditionally as the years slip away
the outer illusions get torn and frayed the dues have all been paid and the blossoms will in time all fade and what is left Lord but the hidden heart exposed the diamond in the rough you hold given as ransom to show that redemption can be known when all the other paths are closed so I I hold my empty hand out to you and pray that your promise to be here always will somehow lead me to find the truth of you or have you always been waiting here just hidden in an invisible form that’s a song that brings me to tears or the answer to my secret prayers ah soul of souls that waits and holds open the door for me can you throw out a net to catch and return to the sea of infinities dreams the rest of mayas memories lord take the diamond of Glory you gave take these fears away and let me just be embraced by the hope of your saving grace lord
I pray for the faith that I have in you to give me the strength to have greater faith in me too for I believe in the power that you hold I’ve seen your miraculous healings and redemptions of souls and I wish to be a vehicle that shares that living light so I turn it over to you God to show me what’s wrong and what’s right give me the faith each day to carry on and with you as my life coach let me know how to be strong lord, let your love guide me on the best way to serve with kindness and with your grace each day beloved Angels of lord
that protect the torch that burns eternally so each one born can claim to be lit from that one sacred flame let that fire burn oh so bright so our true souls may be seen remove the darkness of illusion and the egos worn out schemes lord let your truth guide us on the path we need to follow to find how to surrender to Gods will which ends the struggles in our life there are thousands of candles burning there are countless prayers and pleas to take away the pain and suffering and only forgiveness holds the key so lord forgive our secret fears so we may forgive the secret fears of others set our intention deep inside to let the I am that I am proside and be beloved disciples of the light and all those who work to serve the Lord let that flame in you burn oh so bright so Gods gift of love be found inside from the soul of the planet
there is a plea of help that rings for all inhabitants to hear and it’s message that holds warnings so clear we must protect this paradise and heed what Mother Earth provides we have to care enough to save this planets life and we must be in tune with a universal rhythm and in harmony with Gods energylead so we can be directed by the Divine conductor and listen to what life here needs we can help send our loving energy to protect and heal this paradise from the thoughtless distruction we see so the Earth cansurvive and be healed and everyday I pray for the balance of nature to be restored to its perfect way so it can provide and sustain life each day from the soul of the universe there are warnings we can find for we are all part of the one cosmic energy and I know we are all aligned and the echoes of the guardians plea reverberate in some part of me they say save this planet before it’s to late and they pray that we don’t hesitate so that this precious home here can survive for the sake of future generations life’s from the soul of the planet I hear a call please listen and help Mother Nature restore this earth so we bring balance back to all be in the mind of Christ’s light
and be aware of this Holy energy field where the spirit alights and perchs in your heart to find the center of Gods love revealed there more to you than you may show there’s a deeper calling to be known do not be afraid to embrace the grace found in this sacred place for there’s a redemption so sweet to be found a new life that awaits in the presence of now where you are led to a higher ground with a love that grants forgiveness’s power so breath in the hope of your soul to be sanctified and returned to the one that holds the Glory that’s waiting there as you allow the love of the lord to appear this blue planet is spinning
through the universe dancing round the stars and it is trying it’s best to feed the billions of the human race and all the dwellers of this time and space and so many have taken this Creation and used our precious nesting place without realizing their greed has destroyed what God has made Please Honor Mother Earth and bring your care and love to save this our sacred place for the future generations sake help the guardians of the Planet heal the damage done so please find a way I pray to honor and save this our Earth before it’s too late faster than the speed of sound
the cosmic ray of consciousness resounds with the call of the sacred one in which Christs mystic light is found in one word this energy of life appeared and with a burst of a million stars that created this life in time and space hidden in the infinite pieces of stardust’s grace and it dances through the vibrations that each frequency of sound does hold with these infinite interpretations that speak in so many ways to expose the dream within the dream that shows the way God brings His word to be known this cosmic communication is heard in the song of the music of the spheres spoken in the echoes of our conversation within our hearts most silent prayers with a word we were created in God’s name with a word we will disappear again with a promise heard before our birth that His love for us will always remain so listen close to hear that secret sound of life that appears for in that power there holds a key to carry us to the source of infinty between the notes of the hearts song
and the blessing held in trust in the soul I pray for the gift of atunement to the One who inspires us so some call you the muse the one who speaks to all our inner needs the one who is the dreamer and the dream addicted to the promise and the possibilities for there is this unheard mystic chord that lifts us to the presence of the Lord where this divine energy poured forth from the sacred hope of our last resort So where would the rejects and broken ones be sold when the power of their faith fades and grows old so tested under those questions that you raise that they seek asylum in your sacred grace and somewhere between the sound of raindrops and the time it takes for the flower to grow I would like to offer to you one spring Rose from the shadow of the rainbow from the secret Garden that I know where i seek peace and shelter from the cold and perhaps that’s where I’ll find that holy chord and your inspired words to sanctify my soul there are echoes that remind us your inspiration comes in mysterious ways so I seek the little magic found here in that strange power over me you display for the miracle of Your love is so precious That I’ll continue to write and pray And Offer these reflections that come between The darkness of night and the coming day And place them as a prayer in a wailing wall And speak them in the silence of my praise |
Rev. Cindy PaulosRev. Cindy Paulos isown Metaphysical Media Network, a non-profit directory for the spiritual community that joins together spiritual teachers online. Rev. Cindy Paulos is a motivational inspirational speaker, author, composer, artist, travel agent, and Disc Jockey for KAOI RADIO in Maui, Hawaii. She has hosted the longest running talk show on Maui for 25 years. She also has hosted many TV Shows in California and Maui.Rev. Cindy has interviewed top names in the inspirational field such as: Wayne Dwyer, Neal Donald Walsch, Mary Ann Williamson, Anita Moorjani, Ram Dass, Swami Satchadanada, Alan Cohen and many other celebrities. Rev. Cindy also has a travel show interviewing leaders in the travel industry. She has traveled extensively throughout the world. Rev. Cindy has been writing inspirationally since age 14. She has taught Metaphysics and holds a Doctorate Degree from the International Institute of Metaphysics. Rev. Cindy is the author of Put A Little Light in Your Life, published in 2008, and The Travel Angel Handbook published in 2012. Angel Blessings, Messages from Heaven and Mystical Mother Mary. Archives
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